"Black Hole Eats a Star the Size of Our Sun ..."                                         —Jennifer Bullis

                                                        —Huffington Post, December 1, 2015
 

This fall, I observed through the near-earth telescope of my eyes
as a male white-spotted, red-brown spider
tested the periphery of a female spider’s web while she,
centered, same species but larger than he by ten,
pretended not to notice his presence or

her own irresistible pull. He advanced,
he retreated, his movements sending tremors
through the web, until, convinced she would not
reject him, he approached the center

and abruptly was embraced and dragged

toward the event horizon of her mouth,
his plume of legs fanning the air—
then she spat him, paralyzed, out
and containered him in silk to sip from later.
Spun by the violence, I looked away.

A physicist hypothesizes: the gravity of a disk

of dark matter, through which our solar system orbits
every 230 million years, may have yanked a comet
out of its regular path and sent it hurtling toward earth
and our doomed dinosaurs.

My mind’s eye returns to the spiders,
to the male’s oscillations of the web
and his unwitting fall inward
because of an invisible power, his tethering,

like all of ours, to regions of unbeing and being.


Jennifer Bullis

Jennifer Bullis is author of the chapbook Impossible Lessons (MoonPath Press, 2013). Her poems appear in such journals as Tinderbox Poetry Journal, Cider Press Review, Bellingham Review, Tahoma, and Poetry Northwest. Originally from Reno, Nevada, she holds a Ph.D. in English from the University of California Davis, and was a mentee in the AWP Writer to Writer Program, Spring 2015. She lives in Bellingham, Washington, where she taught college writing and literature for fourteen years.

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